| its bugging and I need to post it to the public to get it off my chest
My birthday was the 13th. Someone I thought would remember forgot. Now I can get over it. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Yesterday was my first day working at Wendy's. I was trained to be a cashier. It's a little weird. There are so many frikkin buttons! This one guy ordered a meal and an extra sandwich, his total being nine something, and he almost lost his temper because he thought it was too expensive. Something tells me that the stories will only get worse. Other than that it was fine. But it really stinks to work at a food place while hungry. XD | comments: 7 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Amusing | | Time: | 10:43 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| Nothing really big going on in my life. I got a new job at Wendys but thats it really. But I found this and felt it needed to be shared.

It can be found originally on the webcomic Point of Futility's website. Check it out sometime, it has weird contests, big mansions, and talking ferrets. http://www.pointoffutility.com/ | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| EDIT:: Omg this is long! LJ-cut power!!!!
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Well, thats it really. I hope I didnt forget anything. If I did sorry. Talk to you all later! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Ok, not much going on with me really. I haven't been on an honest to god computer in weeks I think. *huggles the monitor* I would update at home but dad hates me being in his room and thats where the webtv is. Webtv is stupid and wont let me update anyway so its not like that matters.
Gonna try to get my permit on monday. Was gonna get it today but I forgot that they charge a $22 fee and I have no cash so...yeah..Monday.
And now I have an attention seeking cat on my lap so give me a moment! :D
...ok Kiki seems to not want to move so Im going to attempt to type around her. Forgive any spelling mistakes please. I'm glad she missed me. I missed her too. Ok, its an aw moment 1...2...3! Awwww... Eek! White and gray cat hairs on my new black shirt! Ok, aw moment over I'm ejecting the cat.
Anyway, dads being a meanie head as always. I'm getting so sick of waking up to that man bitching about me not doing anything when its not true. And then he says hes going to buy me a car and then tries to go back on his word! I told him about this my cousin was selling for $1500. He promised me awhile ago that he would pay for a cars down payment but since this is a used car I offerd to go in for half and he could just pay $750. He told me not to worry about it and that he would get the car for me when I got my permit. I told him I was probably gonna get my permit thursday and his exact words were "Then I'll probably buy the car for you friday." Well, two nights later I'm asking him about getting titles for a car and he answers my question then says "I don't know why you're worrying about it though, you don't even have your license." I stop for a second then ask if he was gonna get the car for me after I get my license then. He re-iterates the previous statement for som reason and I ask if he was going to still get the car after I got my permit. He pulled the "playing dumb" card, which I guess can't be to hard for this old, drunk bastard. I told him how he said he would buy the car on friday and he flat out said "Well I was lying about that" and laughed. Laughed! Then said "I probably meant to say that I would look into buying friday." I was so pissed. But I knew yelling would only get me into a worse situation so I played passive agressive the rest of the night. He actually tried to get back in my graces by saying he was buying the Davinci Code, Accepted and John Tucker Must Die. I'm sorry, three DVDs are not gonna heal a wound this big. He was probably drunk. Or maybe high. I hate him so much. I'm so sick of him blaming me for everything. One major reason I want this car is so that I can get a better job and move away. I'm so tired of hearing him say that I'm a bitch just like my mom was. I'm just tired of him.
Well, now that I have put up the bitchy portion of my post, I'm going to reply to the replies that were left on my fill in the blank post. To Kats reply: I'm sorry hun. I find it hard to agree with anything except the thinking of unimportant things and the getting out of my house thing. I mean, strong? C'mon. To Joes: That is the most awesome word anyone has described me with! i have no idea what it means, watch me look it up later and it be totally insulting. lol Yay for HEPATICOCHOLANGIOCHOLECYSTENTEROSTOMIES! XD To Chinchins: You scared me when you posted in anonymous, when I was checking my email I thought the AH was actually stupid enough to post. But then it turned out to be you and everything was ok! I do need a falcon plushie, doom is a good word, and I often find myself thinking about pi. Especially at work for some reason. To Travs: Ok, 2 things. Security and stable? Do you know me? I understand that this is all in the perception of the poster but I mean, I fly off the handle alot. You know how often I lose my temper, especially at those who deserve it. But I do agree with you about the guy thing. And you said I think about relationships alot. Is that alot as in to much or just alot? To Riverfox's: I do see the hyphen! You do not fool me in your wiley otter ways! XD And we should hang out more. Call me sometime chica. To Razka's: I was totally surprised by your post. Not in the bad way though. I've been secretly wanting to dye my hair like that too. Like the tips white and the rest orange so that when I pull it inot a pony tail it looks like a tail. But I adore grey foxes so I would dye my hair orange and silver with white tips. And funny enough I do own a tail. Its black and grey, mostly black, and has a white end.
Well that is it. To those of you who didn't respond to my last post, for shame! :P Peace love and turkey! | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
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And comments are screened, just incase you feel like cussing me out in private. But just a warning to a certain asshat, if you post here like a jerk I will make it public just to show people your stupidity and inability to let go and move on. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Well my plans go down the toilet once again. I was supposed to go to Sugoi con this weekend with Panda but I have to work saturday so I don't get to go. *sadness* Sugoi was my first con, so I was really looking forward to it. And now I have no plans what so ever. Blargh.
I was called up to bag yesterday because we got really busy and my manager didnt want to go outside because he's getting sick. Well on my last bagging round there was a woman with a little girl with her. She was generic looking: blonde pigtails, pink coat, cute face. Well, she decides she wants to help me bag. So I let her put a gallon of milk, a gallon of juice and a container of ice cream into seperate bags and set them on the wired cart things used to wheel out the groceries to peoples cars. Then she asked me, in this adorable voice, why I help people bag their food. I tried to keep the explination simple so I just smiled and said "People pay me to do it." While I was following the woman out to her car the little girl looked at her mom and went "Mom, you have to pay her for helping." I laughed and explained to the woman that tipping isnt what I meant. The little girl also wanted to help load the bags into the car, she could only lift the milk, juice and ice cream bags though, so I loaded the rest. She told me to put them on her car seat, I think it was because then she would have an excuse to not ride in it. Hehe As I was turning the cart around and telling the woman and girl to have a nice day the little girl hugged me! I wasn't expecting it and almost melted. She was so adorable, and she didn't pee on the floor! Bonus! XD
I've been having several spider themed dreams lately, which I find odd considering how afraid of them I am. In the first one I had there wasa large tarantula on my desk in my room. I was pressing a pencil on its back to make the fangs move and was pretending it was talking. Then I started to get afraid of it so I stopped and tossed the pencil in front of it. It bared its fangs at the pencil and then just sat there, so for some reason I tossed my pillow on top of it. The thing backed up quickly and fell on my floor and the dream ended. In another one I was sitting on my floor and a spider lowered itself from my ceiling and stopped just above my bed. Of course I didn't want it there so I blew on it softly, hoping it would climb back up. It didn't move. So I closed my eyes and blew really hard. When I opened my eyes again I thought it had jumped on my face but it was just stray hair in my eyes. When I calmed down I looked to see if the spider was gone. It had detached itself from its string but I couldn't see it anywhere. Then it ended. I told these to a friend and he told me I needed a psychiatrist. I thought they were messed up too but most dreams are.
Well thats it. So ta ta for now. | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Gah | | Time: | 07:14 pm | | Current Mood: | annoyed |
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| Ok, posting my whining section in al bhed is apparantly a bad idea. I have way to many gamer friends! I was hoping no one would be able to figure it out considering how old FFX and X-2 are. But I have underestimated the masses. Why do you people insist on torturing yourself with my whinyness? I post it in a different language or code so that your brains wont melt. Its for your own protection really! :P
Oh, and as if my mind wasn't swirling with enough pressure to realize what I want to do with my life my dad said something the other day that made it worse. "You're going to get you (explitive) life together. You're going to get your liscence, get a car, then go to college. And when you get to college make sure you pick a carrer that will get you somewhere cause I can only afford to do this once." *sigh* Thanks dad...thanks alot.
Well, I think thats it. Unless all you weird people want to hear me whine about how gross it is to clean/change a deep fryer's filter. What is it with you people and wanting to make your eyes bleed with my whining? It's just abnormal. :P
Oh, one more thing. Sebastian, could you bring the fourth book of the Sword of Truth series to movie night? ^_^ I finished the third on sunday. I'd be very happy and stuff. So, please? | comments: 9 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Today my brother left to join the ranks of the army. I'm kinda having mixed feelings. I never got along with my brother, I honestly hate him, but he's now diving headlong into a war. Bleh. And I'm actually worried about dad. When he came home from dropping him off he was crying! I have never seen this man cry. It was more than a little unsettling.
I really hate little kids right now. A woman came up to the deli a few days ago with her young son. About halfway through her order the boy starts complaining that he has to go to the bathroom. So she has me tell her where the restrooms were and she said she was going to take him and be back to pick up the rest of her order. Well, I guess the kid couldn't wait that long and he peed his pants. I was so grossed out. Worst part is that I had to clean it up. I had a mop and everything so I didn't touch it or anything but it was still gross. Blech
The movie of last week was the remake of The Omen. It was an ok movie overall. It had several good actors in it. I'm glad I didn't go to see it in theatres. It wasn't really scary, more shocking and slightly suspenseful. Watching the guy get beheaded in slow motion was funny. It gets a 5 out of 10.
I guess thats it for now. Oh, except for this.
E's hud lusbmadamo ujan Doman. Ra rikkat sa vnetyo, yht E ghuf ed fyc sayhd du pa ahdenamo vneahtmo pid nekrd yvdan E fyhdat du gecc res cu pytmo. E raynt dryd drana fyc y nima du pnayg ibc, oui'na uhmo ymmufat du suinh dra namydeuhcreb uha tyo vun ajano ceq suhdrc oui tydat. Ra yht E uhmo tydat vun y meddma ujan y suhdr. Cu E cruimt ryja uhmo paah cyt vun y meddma ujan ceq ruinc. Pyr, E ryda paehk cu tabahtyhd uh dra vaamehkc uv yhudran. Pid tyshed ed vaamc hela du pa fyhdat. *cekrc*
So that was my whiny section. If you can figure it out without any hints, good for you. Because I'm not going to give any. And if you do figure it out please don't tell anyone the secret to it. So goodbye for now. Peace love and fields of wildflowers. | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Well, it was fun while it lasted. Last night, well this morning technically, Sebastian broke up with me. He said that he didn't feel we were compatable personality wise. I guess I can see where he would get that. I wasn't entirely surprised when the topic came up. I'm not entirely good at reading people but after his vague lj post and him just being withdrawn from me it wasn't hard to put two and two together. But knowing it was coming didn't make it hurt any less. I was actually trying to steel myself against the idea so that I wouldn't end up crying in front of him. I did anyway, I couldn't help it. I felt like such an idiot, I still do kinda. It didn't really help that he was so nice about it. He said he still wanted to be friends and he even hugged me and let me cry before I went inside. He HUGGED me! I have never had a guy console me over him breaking up with me. It's always been "I'm dumping you." "What? Why?" "Because I want to" "Fine you jerk!" He wasn't a jerky boyfriend like all my other past guys were, he didn't cheat on me or anything bad like that. He wasn't jerky about the break up. It just sort of ended, and now I'm stuck trying to figure out how I'm going to get over him. The way I got over all my past relationships was I would just get mad at the guy for something he did badly. But Sebastian didn't do anything bad. He was just following his heart, something I think all people should do. So now I sit here, heart bleeding all romantic story like (blech) trying to figure out how I can make me stop wanting him. Kat said I have to take it one day at a time, but that requires patience, something I don't have alot of. Guess I'm going to have to improve myself. I think I'm babling now, not sure. If none of that made any sense to anyone sorry. It makes sense to me. (sort of) Grahhhhhhhhhh I don't know what to do!!! *falls over* I feel kinda stupid for wanting to be mad at him. Don't get me wrong, I am really glad that he and I are gonna try to be friends still. But having an excuse to feel something other than affection for him would make it easier. *ear twitch* Someone told me that feeling sadness was human. I don't like feeling sad. It's moments like these that make me wish I was a demon. <.< >.> I need to find the shikkon jewel. :P I think I'm going to stop babling now. Wheeee | comments: 15 comments or Leave a comment  |
| My Personality
| | Neuroticism | | Extraversion | | Openness To Experience | | Agreeableness | | Conscientiousness | |
You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. A desire for tradition does not prevent you from trying new things. Your thinking is neither simple nor complex. To others you appear to be a well-educated person but not an intellectual. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You like to live for the moment and do what feels good now. Your work tends to be careless and disorganized.
There, I updated. I'm sorry that my life is to boring for scheduled updates. So unless you wanna hear how messy the deep fryer is at work or something I'm just gonna update when something big happens :P | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | Clerks 2 | | Time: | 12:56 pm | | Current Mood: | amused |
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| Went and saw Clerks 2 last night with Sebastian. It was amusing and over all I liked it. This one has more background story to it than the first one. It wasnt all jokes concerning the fast food industry. This had drama, romance and the random comedy bits in it. Plus Jay and Silent Bob. And Silent Bob actually had more than a one or two word line! *happy dance* Then we went out to eat at Tim Hortens with Wyvren. Getting those two together is just asking for weird hillarity to happen. They squished the poor napkin dispenser. XD
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| Yay for new boyfriends! On the 16th I started dating Sebastian, a guy I met through the group of people in Troy. *spins in circles* I feel like I'm walking on air around him. He's 20. We have the same favorite color, we have alot of the same interests (like music and anime and gaming). He's really funny too. He always finds ways to make me laugh. and its so nice cuddling with him, we kinda fit together like puzzle pieces. Its so cute! X3 I think the best way to sum him up is that he's the most perverted sweetheart I've ever met. XD I love being around him. He makes me feel so wanted and loved. *blushes and giggles* I really like the short and to the point conversation Kat's mom and I had when I told her about him for the first time. Kat's Mom:"Is he decent?" Me: "Yes." Mom: "Is he nice?" Me: "Yes." Mom: "Is he married?" Me: "No." Mom: "Does he have kids?" Me: "No." Mom: "Good! You're learning!" Moms are so funny. <.< >.> *randomly dances around* Wheeeehehehehehehe new boyfriend! Ok, enough with the happy insanity. For now anyway. | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Your Aura is Blue |  Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. |
I like blue. I dont think I'd be a good nurse personally, way to messy. | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Due to nagging from a recent friends entry I'm updating. I apologize for not updating but really my life isnt all that exciting. This is really long though so I think I'll cut it so that I dont stretch the page.
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Everyday after that really only consisted of sleep, work, and arguing with my drunk ass brother. (grrrr) Yeah, my life is so fun. :P Oh, and the events in this entry may not be in perfect order but dont get mad at me. Its 2 in the morning for pete's sake. | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | You Are A Maple Tree |  There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). |
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